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Lauren Alainais no stranger to speaking up about body positivity.
The country singer, 28, who has been open with issues regarding her weight and eating habits for years, now uses her voice to help others. On Wednesday, she continued to do so on the latest episode of formerBachelorettestarHannah Brown’sBetter Tomorrowpodcast.
As the conversation continued, the “Don’t Judge a Woman” singer revealed her “biggest criticism” at the time came from high school girls. It only intensified once she appeared on “national television.”
When thinking back on her rise to fame, Alaina revealed, “I wasalways confident on the stage; the one thing I wasn’t confident [about] was my weight, probably my whole life.”
The two collided as Alaina became a contestant on season 10 of the hit singing competition series. During her 2011 run onAmerican Idol, she received an overwhelming amount of backlash about her body as she was shifting “between a teenager and a woman.”
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Alaina noted that her 2019 appearance onDancing With the Starshelped her to “start going to therapy for it again” since she would be back in the public eye. For now, as long as she’s on the road, interacting with fans and releasing music, she feels “happy and healthy.” The “Doin’ Fine” singer revealed that “things are very positive” for her right now.
In a January 2017 interview withThe Tennessean, the singer said she intended to be someone others who might be struggling with similar issues could look to for inspiration. “I want to be the girl who hasa positive influenceon people’s lifestyle. I don’t want to be the girl who has an eating disorder and that’s why she looks the way she does.”
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Alaina spoke with the newspaper ahead of her second full-length album,Road Less Traveled. She used the project’s title track to highlight the issues that plagued her since a teen. “Why do you keep on staring?" she sings. “That mirror, mirror, it ain’t fair at all. Dress sizes can’t define. Don’t let the world decide what’s beautiful.Show what you got and just own it. No, they can’t tear you apart.”
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“There are so many people who have eating disorders or who body shame themselves every day or have some sort of insecurity, and I feel like I havea direct reachto some of those people,” Alainaexclusively told PEOPLEin February 2017. She also admitted what life-changing revelation made her realize it was time to seek professional help. “I had really bad polyps on my vocal cords, and I’ve had them since I was a kid, but the bulimia made it 10 times worse. They were bleeding constantly and it was straining on my voice. And just the lack of nutrition — my vocal cords couldn’t keep up because I was so unhealthy.”
Not correcting the issue could have been the end ofher career as a country singer. “That was the first time it clicked for me,” Alaina confessed. “It wasn’t my hair falling out, it wasn’t my bones sticking out too much — it was my voice. When they told me that my voice was going to go away, that really got to me. Had I not gotten better, I may not have this album now, I may not have this music. I can’t even imagine. I don’t know what I would do.”
If you or someone you know is battling an eating disorder, please contact the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) at 1-800-931-2237 or go to NationalEatingDisorders.org.
source: people.com
